A Better Me?

While numerous rejections by different places of employment haven't been very uplifting in the slightest, I have enjoyed my time off more than I expected.  I figured it would be nice, but there have been little lulls or spurts of blessings.  Having three other people in the house can be trialing, a real chore and I often don't deal well with it.....I'm impatient and easily irritated.  But having these subtle moments with people has been uplifting.  
I often wonder if I'm good at who I am.  Not good in the sense of personal thriving, but in who I am to everyone else.  Sometimes, even in my daily routine it's hard to remember my role to others; I get lost in what I want from people instead of what I should give.  Maybe someone would do a better job at being me, would take more chances, have more opportunities, met more people, and so on.  I don't know.....
I'm just asking myself if, as a daughter, a sister, a friend, I'm valued. Not just loved because, well, family loves you.  But if I come through in needed ways?